Headache.

So every single day for the past week, I've been waking up in the morning with a MAJOR headache. I'd wake up and get out of bed and BAM! my head is throbbing and my ear is aching. Then, by the time I get to the bathroom, it's gone. Boo, it's so annoying.
This week has been...noneventful. I am so sick of everything. It's always the same thing over and over again. I'm bored of my life. Yet, I am still satisfied with it. Wierd? Yeah, I think so. See, the problem with me is that I can never make up my damn mind. I just think too much about all the consequences of my actions, but I don't have the self-control to stop myself. It's terrible. &now I'm rambling because I don't have anything really important to write about. I should just save this rambling for my narrative essay...

Decision.

I really wish I can write about my current dilemma for my Narrative Essay for AP English, but it's probably not appropriate.

Is this our turning point?

Free

So this weekend was free! :] No band!
Friday - well technically, Friday wasn't free cause we had a sectional. But it wasn't too bad. After the sectional, my mommy took me out to eat. Then I came home and knocked out for about 4 hours. Then I woke up and realized my mommy went out :[ So I just had the house to myself. Then I got tired again, so I just went to bed. But I woke up when I heard my daddy come home :]
Saturday - I woke up and ate. Did some homework. Then I met up with Jonathan at the park and we went to the Stater Bros. area. Then I met up with Alan, Gerry, and Caitlin. Then we went to Javy's house. Then we went to climb a hill :] It was really nice up there. Very very relaxing. Then we went to McDonald's and got some fries and ice cream :] Then Ricardo and Kevin came. We just chilled outside of McDonald's. Then Brandon and Raul came. & Gerry left. Then Javy and Ricardo and Kevin left. Then we all went to Alan's house where Doreen and Moon met up with us. We started watching She's The Man. It's such a great movie, I never get sick of it :D Then Gerry came with El Ofanato! Hahahahahah. But that shit was scary even though I only watched like the first half hour of it before I had to go home. Very good day :]
Sunday - Cleaned and now I need to get ready for family party :]

Chill

I feel so relaxed this week :] I got a C+ on my APUSH test and a B on my trig test :D
YAYAYAYAYAYAY! There wasn't much stuff due this week, thank God! I seriously needed this little break time. Unfortunately, I know there's a shitload of stuff due the next few weeks. Bleh. I now dread after school practices due to our nasty field which I have to lie down on. Ugh.
I'm free this weekend! I don't know what to do though! Some people that I really want to hang out with aren't gonna be here. :[ Such a shame shame shame. But hopefully on Saturday morning, I'll have breakfast with my favorite Filipinaaaa! :] Then, later on in the day maybe go outttt with some other peoples :] Here's to hoping!
Life is finally getting better due to better grades, better friendships/relationships with family and friends, and food. Haaah.

Nicholas Seranio : "When life gives you Maggie, make love."

Three for Three.

I'm pretty excited for this season. I think we're going to be great by Finals. [:
I really need to finish making bracelets.

I'm almost ungrounded! One more week! Yay! And next weekend is a free weekend :D I'm so going out! Whoo!

School is still a pain in the ass! Ugh. Lunch isn't really fun anymore either. There's nothing to do! :[ I think this year is bringing me close to certain people though :] So I am grateful to have such great friends.

Please wait...I'll be ready, I promise.

AP

Those damn classes totally bring down my self-esteem.
=/

Week.

This week went by so slow! Every day is just dragging on...blehh. Practices went by super slow too. &it's been chill too. Whatever. Capture the flag was alright. Even though we didn't even play. We just stood/sat around listening to music. Javy and Gerry went to space. Hahahah. It was nice :] We had a competition yesterday. Beofre that was practice and Alexis came! But for like 2 seconds. :[ Made some bracelets on the bus. Same old same old. We won the competition. Then afterwards we had a party/rave! Haaaaah. It was fun. Slept for a little bit on the bus, but since it was so ghetto it was super bumpy. But whatever. And some people don't follow the "parking lot" rule. So I guess we have to run tomorrow. Bleh, whatever. We got home like an hour early! But that meant I got to sleep an hour earlier :D
I'm pretty bored right now. I should be doing homework though...I think I'm going out to eat dinner with my family later, but I'm not sure. We should be, but no one's home! :[

5 years.

Dear Grandma,
It's been 5 years since you passed away. Technically I see it as 7 years since you were in a coma for 2. I really wish you were still here. I miss you a lot. I wish you could be here to share all my experiences with me. I really miss you. I know you're up there looking over me and I thank you for that. I miss you. I always wonder if you ever get the messages that I say to you. I've never gotten a response...but maybeI will one day. I love you.<3

Weekend.

Friday - School was same old same old. Afterwards, I went out with my mommy. Then I went to school for the homecoming football game. Doreen, Rola, Raul, Megan, and Ethan went :] It was good seeing them again. Our run was whatever, I had a good run.
Saturday - did some homework in the morning, then went to practice. It was cut short cause it started raining. I love the rain! :] Saish, Javy, Brandon, Nicholas, and I went to Peets to get something to drink. We went to La Palma for our competition. Made bracelets on the bus ride there for a little bit, then I got tired of doing it. We got sweepstakes. Yay! The bus ride back was good. Got to talking, and I think everything is good now. <3
Sunday - homework, study, eat, homework, watch gossip girllll.

Tired

I'm so sleepy right now. But I need to finish homework, so I'm taking a brain break and just blogging about stuff that I'm thinking about. I need to really get started again on making bracelets. Our first show is in 2 days... -__-x I really hope we do well. I guess we can see how it will be based on tomorrow night's performance at the homecoming football game. I'll probably be saving seats again on Saturday. But it's okay, as long as it's for the people I love :D. I shall be making bracelets on the ride there. I need to get studying for everything...-sigh-. The weather's been so wierd these days. But thankfully, it's cooling down. And it might even rain on Saturday! Yayy!

Oh gossh, is it time to tell you? =/